Dear Beth Ditto,

I think we should hang out and drink beers.

love, Robby

Overheard In Athens

said to me in a bar downtown


"Your pretty in that unconventional way, like you are one of the best looking guys here, but you can tell you have dept. You can look into your eyes and see there is some substance there, and I respect that."

What I wouldn't give....

To find you.
I am tired of looking.
I am ready to have life with you by my side.

Image of The Day!

April 26, 2009

Dear You Know Who You Are,

I think you are an asshole.
Im glad I realized that before it was too late.

I deserve better.

I understand where your coming from but your delivery was rubbish.

Maybe we would be better friends if we left out the drinking.

I hope your happy.

Robby

P.S.- Just so you know, I plan on upgrading, not downgrading.

I GOT BLISTERS ON ME FINGERS!

My hands hate me, in fact, it kinda stings to type this out.

I love my life.

March 30, 2009

What is happening to me? I really do not understand the space that my head is in now. All that I wasnt is to have a simple, non complicated life full of happiness, love, family, and probably far to many dogs. I want to go to Paris. I want to have that crap apartment in San Fransisco which I pay way to much money for and work really hard and do things that matter and make a difference. I want to fall in love.

Why can I not just live that life, its the one I want, its the one I pray about. Its the one that I dream about. Why then have I been handed this lie that if I move one step in the wrong direction I could loose everything? Am I being challenged? Do I really want this? Why is is that the one thing I really want has been extended to me and its there but who knows if it is real or if I am making up some grand illusion in my head that I tend to do so much sometimes/

I think I read to many books about far to many things. I read of adventure, I crave adventure, but I do nothing about it. I want to just pack a bag with a few things in it, a couple books, a full Ipod and just go. So is that my plan, work really hard and save every dime so one day I can just slip out the back door and not return until I have figured myself out?

I am so tired and so confused and I am twenty three years old and I have alot on my plate and most days I feel like I am drowning.

I wish I had someone older and wiser that I could talk to. A mentor of sorts that I could get sage advice from. I had one for awhile, but God decided that she was needed more in heaven and I would learn to manage without her.

Its so hard to say that this is not the life that I want to lead when there are so many beautiful things in my life.

I have my dog, who is simply beside herself when I walk into the door and will wag her tail whenever I look at her. I am hers as much as she is mine.

I have quite possibly the best friends a person could ever ask for, friends who are willing to listen to me figuring everything out with open hearts and are willing to hold me while I cry myself to sleep when I feel like for that moment my heart is braking into a thousand pieces and I can feel ever one of them.

I have a family. A mom, dad, and a brother who support me and love me no matter how weird I am. A grandfather who is quite possibly the coolest man on the planet. A beautiful family full of interesting people who just need to get their act together and realize that when we are all in a room there is a certain magic, and I wont have to go through another Christmas without music. I need to go to sleep, I have alot of stuff to do this week, hopefully Matt and Kim with play me some tunes that will lift my spirits because they are really in the gutter.

I am gone to spend some time with Edward and Bella.

Love you all.